Goodbye my lover.

Bye to my ah zou forever.
Bye to aphicha.

Composition

I was an old man
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Every morning was bath by others.
I could't move my hands and legs after the fall.
Totally neglected by sons and daughters
Everyday when im awake, I had only one options, to look at the ceiling and think back of the past, cause i have no future.
No i have a future, but it is so schedule, it is to be fed by the maid, carried to the toilet for showered and mainly glazing at the ceiling.
They were violent to my fragile bones when the bath me, they didn't feel my hurt.
They showed sympathy instead of empathy by bring me salvation, my daughter would made me chant. my nephew would make me pray. Joss stick, pearls and cross made me confuse.
The only thing i pray for was to have early enlistment to death.
Finally, my prayer was answered, while i was in the casket, i could hear their cry. I just wonder why...

Sad story..

Fetch china mei mei.

Bicycle.....

I had a haircut.
I wanna have a bicycle, a road bike. I saw one, 550 dollar, maybe i should just get a second hand bike?
I took 25 min from bukit panjang to clementi(fastest),I wanna take 10-15 min next time, only road bike can allow me to do that! Wahaha. Then next time i cycle to vivo, i might just take 30 min. woot!
Haiz... maybe i can only get one when im 18? I wanna get one before i reach 18!

Just came back from sec 3 camp, haha it was a lousy camp, but quite fun, i enjoy it. I enjoy seeing instructor akasha emo... HAHAHA!
Tsk, everyone asking me out for movie, but... i don't wanna waste money.

You're raising the dead in me.

The most happening thing in my life now is... dreams. The one that take places when we are sleeping, yea. Not the ambition one.
I dream that im in the lift, but the lift has no walls, only something behind to learn on, not a handle, a slope. the life is made of brick. As the lift is going down, it is scary, it went down very fast, the level to the 2nd level was like 5 storey.
The lift was going down too fast than my leg lost contact with the ground. Scary, i was free falling, trying to get back to the lift, but the distance just draws apart.
Then i grab on to something, i look down, the next floor was so far down, i look up, it is the same. Im stuck between two storey...

24 hours ago, Still I'm singing spirit take me up in arms with you

I want to see a miracle
See the world change

Sunburn

Suppose to go to school today for Tchoke ball. I stay up all night planning to go to school straight.
At 6.15am doze off...
Sentosa gives me sunburn.